Sunday, March 9, 2008
hey guys!!! i just came back from stations of the cross at st joseph's church after 11am mass... today i wanna blog about changes... CHANGE. this word is big. good or bad? its actually up to the person. and i know im changing. i KNOW that. you'd think i have no idea eh? but actually i look into things normally with two-points of view. hence i know what fault i have to.situations are changing too. and choices are to be made. and these choices sometimes can be influenced by peers. and when you give in to it, you finally crack and soon, the person you used to be ain't there no longer.and that sucks. seriously. friends grow apart after not hanging out often, relationships are put on tension. that sucks big time. im changing cause now i tend to neglect others feelings and give into the crowd. i dont do that in the past. i was happy yhre way i was then. and not now. its not the friends you hang out with its your mindset. if its STRONG, then you wouldnt have worries about being influenced by your peers. for those people who ithink that i've changed for the worst, IM SORRY. TERRIBLY SORRY. i want to be myself again. if you don't recognise the change then maybe you dont know me well enough cause i can feel it in me... and to tell you truthfully. it disgusts me... ewww...
okay back to today, before mass we sang agnus dei infront of the altar to lead the congreration... although we may sound out of tune, during the mass it was better. JITTERS? MAYBE? okay after mass... went to tm to walk around and waited for 'drey and jude to have their lunch... after that, went back to church to board the bus... the youths sat behind but the ride wasnt that fun cause everyone felt sleepy. the ride back was much more better.
hmmm... i miss jamming with the band. the break is extremely long. everone has to go their own way now so im looking up to form a new official one. can't wait.
okay gtg have a party to grace as the dj. and i have netball pract tmr. so yeah. tiring much? YES. okay byebye... blog soon! (:
okay back to today, before mass we sang agnus dei infront of the altar to lead the congreration... although we may sound out of tune, during the mass it was better. JITTERS? MAYBE? okay after mass... went to tm to walk around and waited for 'drey and jude to have their lunch... after that, went back to church to board the bus... the youths sat behind but the ride wasnt that fun cause everyone felt sleepy. the ride back was much more better.
hmmm... i miss jamming with the band. the break is extremely long. everone has to go their own way now so im looking up to form a new official one. can't wait.
okay gtg have a party to grace as the dj. and i have netball pract tmr. so yeah. tiring much? YES. okay byebye... blog soon! (:
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/09/2008 06:43:00 PM
@ 3/09/2008 06:43:00 PM