Sunday, June 1, 2008
i knew it... today is gonna be a bad day for me... okay im not gonna blog it in events but more like thoughts, so here it goes.... told you i'll be EMO one reason is because of the CLICK FIVE CONCERT that i'm sitting out today.
why can't they see the better side of me? my talents like singing... ha! me myself do not consider that as a talent... but they don't have to bring me down by saying 'what talent do you even have?' do they know that hurts? like alot.. 'why do you enjoy yourselfs with your friends so much and not with us?' i find that its a stupid question. out of the so many reasons... here's one... they at least recognise the things that i can do and praise me for it... NOT LIKE YOU. bringing me down making me feel so unless... heck i don't even think i can sing that well... do they know the meaning of encouragement? compliments do good for me... NO... you know how long haven't you praised me? i bet you could'nt even remember when. then all you can say... 'you waste time practicing for what? you don't even get better... SO LOUSY.' can't you say something like ' wow! well done...' or 'you know if you have more training you can actually be a singer'... but i don't hear it... hearing it from my friends is one thing. hearing it from you is another... do you know your comments are so strong you can either tear me down or lift me up and motivate me to do even more? you don't do you? hpw can they know how to praise me and you don't? it hurts....
ha... know you guys can see the not-that-happy side of me... yes aaron's so right went he sent me this....
jojo... always putting on a cheerful smile... but little know what lies behind that.
why can't they see the better side of me? my talents like singing... ha! me myself do not consider that as a talent... but they don't have to bring me down by saying 'what talent do you even have?' do they know that hurts? like alot.. 'why do you enjoy yourselfs with your friends so much and not with us?' i find that its a stupid question. out of the so many reasons... here's one... they at least recognise the things that i can do and praise me for it... NOT LIKE YOU. bringing me down making me feel so unless... heck i don't even think i can sing that well... do they know the meaning of encouragement? compliments do good for me... NO... you know how long haven't you praised me? i bet you could'nt even remember when. then all you can say... 'you waste time practicing for what? you don't even get better... SO LOUSY.' can't you say something like ' wow! well done...' or 'you know if you have more training you can actually be a singer'... but i don't hear it... hearing it from my friends is one thing. hearing it from you is another... do you know your comments are so strong you can either tear me down or lift me up and motivate me to do even more? you don't do you? hpw can they know how to praise me and you don't? it hurts....
ha... know you guys can see the not-that-happy side of me... yes aaron's so right went he sent me this....
jojo... always putting on a cheerful smile... but little know what lies behind that.
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/01/2008 01:32:00 PM
@ 6/01/2008 01:32:00 PM