Sunday, May 25, 2008
hey guys! i finally manage to update my blog again haha! busythe past few days.. well not as busy as the week before but yeah... i think you know what i mean...
all through this week i've been grappling with issues with both relationships.. friendships and more than friendships.
not saying that i'm in a relationship right now... but the phrase 'single but unavailable' suits me now... and several others that i know. its always the same senario. girl like boy... boy does'nt know... boy does something with other girls in front of girl or boy tells girl he's in love with another girl... IN FRONT OF HER FACE. ouch. this goes vice versa. I FEEL YOU PEOPLE ! then the party crushing decides to give up. sadness. once you try to give up. it may never come back. it happened to me twice already. so don't wait til its too late.
yeah... right who am i to say that? i on the other hand am confused... with the things he does. don't know if its genuine or just a normal gesture to a close friend ( whom he just met like only 3 months ago) see? those who knows the story you'll know what i mean and what im going through. the secret is to be kept with you guys only. CAUSE I TRUST YOU. AND DON'T MAKE ME DISAPPOINTED IN YOU. ON ACCOUNT OF OUR FRIENDSHIP. im like supre confused... the more he does these things to me... the deeper i fall. and girls fall damn easily. thats why we always get hurt. IM SCARED. if he knows, why does he keep it inside and continue to do those things to me? sometimes i wish he knew. at least i'll know the outcome wether he accepts it or not? then again ... im scared to break too... if he does'nt accept... see the delima? shucks. tell me what to do? all this while i've been telling people giving them advice... he's the first i need advice on.... he's the first i looked into the heart, character and personality and i hope this does'nt turn out to be a lead on.
next friendship... real people... not hypocrites... why do you stick to the people you say you hate? shessh... if you really hate them WHY DO YOU STILL COMPLAIN ABOUT THEM WHEN ITS YOUR CHOICE TO HANG OUT WITH THEM? its stupid. i find that UBER stupid. so here's one advice if yu still complain about the people you complain to others about... JUST SHUT YOUR FREAKING TRAP. im sorry if im kinda frank right now cause i feel thats what a blog should allow you to do right? have your space to reflect and all? anyways. if you continue to do that, you'll just give those people that you have complained about a particular person to , the impression that you aren't a loyal friend, a freaking hypocrite and MOST IMPORTANTLY. NO BACKBONE to your own words... in other words NOT TRUSTWORTHY BACKSTABBERS!. im not trying to aim anyone in this particular entry. but to widen the view on the issue. SERIOUSLY. so again sorrie if this might come to you as writing in anger.
so this entry has been both an update on my life and what i really am.
if you have any thoughts or comments please tag it down kay?
blogg later! see ya!
all through this week i've been grappling with issues with both relationships.. friendships and more than friendships.
not saying that i'm in a relationship right now... but the phrase 'single but unavailable' suits me now... and several others that i know. its always the same senario. girl like boy... boy does'nt know... boy does something with other girls in front of girl or boy tells girl he's in love with another girl... IN FRONT OF HER FACE. ouch. this goes vice versa. I FEEL YOU PEOPLE ! then the party crushing decides to give up. sadness. once you try to give up. it may never come back. it happened to me twice already. so don't wait til its too late.
yeah... right who am i to say that? i on the other hand am confused... with the things he does. don't know if its genuine or just a normal gesture to a close friend ( whom he just met like only 3 months ago) see? those who knows the story you'll know what i mean and what im going through. the secret is to be kept with you guys only. CAUSE I TRUST YOU. AND DON'T MAKE ME DISAPPOINTED IN YOU. ON ACCOUNT OF OUR FRIENDSHIP. im like supre confused... the more he does these things to me... the deeper i fall. and girls fall damn easily. thats why we always get hurt. IM SCARED. if he knows, why does he keep it inside and continue to do those things to me? sometimes i wish he knew. at least i'll know the outcome wether he accepts it or not? then again ... im scared to break too... if he does'nt accept... see the delima? shucks. tell me what to do? all this while i've been telling people giving them advice... he's the first i need advice on.... he's the first i looked into the heart, character and personality and i hope this does'nt turn out to be a lead on.
next friendship... real people... not hypocrites... why do you stick to the people you say you hate? shessh... if you really hate them WHY DO YOU STILL COMPLAIN ABOUT THEM WHEN ITS YOUR CHOICE TO HANG OUT WITH THEM? its stupid. i find that UBER stupid. so here's one advice if yu still complain about the people you complain to others about... JUST SHUT YOUR FREAKING TRAP. im sorry if im kinda frank right now cause i feel thats what a blog should allow you to do right? have your space to reflect and all? anyways. if you continue to do that, you'll just give those people that you have complained about a particular person to , the impression that you aren't a loyal friend, a freaking hypocrite and MOST IMPORTANTLY. NO BACKBONE to your own words... in other words NOT TRUSTWORTHY BACKSTABBERS!. im not trying to aim anyone in this particular entry. but to widen the view on the issue. SERIOUSLY. so again sorrie if this might come to you as writing in anger.
so this entry has been both an update on my life and what i really am.
if you have any thoughts or comments please tag it down kay?
blogg later! see ya!
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 5/25/2008 07:16:00 PM
@ 5/25/2008 07:16:00 PM
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