Friday, June 13, 2008
THINGS CHANGE AND I NOTICE! IM NOT DUMB.
i know i said its the last post but i can't help it. haha! okay... i just waanna post something i really wanna say. things changes damn fast. and i don't know why she changed. that is like so totally not her. we are starting to drift apart. yeah if you know who i am talking about, then good for you. if you don't know, its for me to know and you to find out. jeez now i sound like sean. anywhos, why? its really like a split second, im not your friend anymore. anwering me coldly when i ask a question... only for a favour then you talk to me politely. this not for me to shoot at you... but its really what i feel.... not only me you start drifting away... you start drifting from a few friends too.... when they ask why you're not here, i just say your very busy with other things.... why do you always have to follow? nevermind if you dirft away from me, but why do you have to always stick to the same person? how are you going to expand your social circle like that? thats why i don't feel really out. and sometimeswhen i do, i take the opportunity to make more friends that i haven't really known before... then when i'm busy making these friends, you guys start to group me with them saying im damn close... yeah! im close wioth my friends, but you guys created the opportunity... so i took it... and now you make me sound like a betrayer. im tired of playing this childish game... its too clique-ish... you guys are still my good friends but after seeing my entry... i dunno... things might change again?... for better or worst i have no idea... you guys decide. im just gonna live my life to the full... and care for my exams.
i know i said its the last post but i can't help it. haha! okay... i just waanna post something i really wanna say. things changes damn fast. and i don't know why she changed. that is like so totally not her. we are starting to drift apart. yeah if you know who i am talking about, then good for you. if you don't know, its for me to know and you to find out. jeez now i sound like sean. anywhos, why? its really like a split second, im not your friend anymore. anwering me coldly when i ask a question... only for a favour then you talk to me politely. this not for me to shoot at you... but its really what i feel.... not only me you start drifting away... you start drifting from a few friends too.... when they ask why you're not here, i just say your very busy with other things.... why do you always have to follow? nevermind if you dirft away from me, but why do you have to always stick to the same person? how are you going to expand your social circle like that? thats why i don't feel really out. and sometimeswhen i do, i take the opportunity to make more friends that i haven't really known before... then when i'm busy making these friends, you guys start to group me with them saying im damn close... yeah! im close wioth my friends, but you guys created the opportunity... so i took it... and now you make me sound like a betrayer. im tired of playing this childish game... its too clique-ish... you guys are still my good friends but after seeing my entry... i dunno... things might change again?... for better or worst i have no idea... you guys decide. im just gonna live my life to the full... and care for my exams.
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/13/2008 11:17:00 AM
@ 6/13/2008 11:17:00 AM