Thursday, June 26, 2008
hey guys!
damn it... sorry i had to write this. but yeah i write what i feel.
i really dont have anything to blog about these days huh? cause im stuck at home bitterly studying for my mid-years. although i know that im gonna produce stupidly shitty results. its only the first year. and im still getting use to the subjects that i'm taking. i need 2 H2 passes to be promoted to the next level, preU-2. and i've got 3 years. CHILL. and stop pushing me. the last thing in my life i need now is pressure. i hate that. when i don't need your help, i wont ask for it man. especially from you. you don't even know me that well. i want to immerse myself into the things that i LOVE doing. i dont have to forsake everything because of the things that you actually WANT ME TO DO. you may think its for the best, but i dont. i wanna pave my future into things that i LOVE. i don't want to do things that i dislike. im gonna take the first move and reach for it. cause its not gonna happen if you stand still. if thats one thing i learn.
SO IM GONNA DO IT. you may think i don't have the talent but. i don't care. there you go.
okay sorrie for posting this you guys. i had to get this off my chest. i know this is an angry post. but i had to get this out some way. i'll post another entry soon kay? i hope those would be good events (:
damn it... sorry i had to write this. but yeah i write what i feel.
i really dont have anything to blog about these days huh? cause im stuck at home bitterly studying for my mid-years. although i know that im gonna produce stupidly shitty results. its only the first year. and im still getting use to the subjects that i'm taking. i need 2 H2 passes to be promoted to the next level, preU-2. and i've got 3 years. CHILL. and stop pushing me. the last thing in my life i need now is pressure. i hate that. when i don't need your help, i wont ask for it man. especially from you. you don't even know me that well. i want to immerse myself into the things that i LOVE doing. i dont have to forsake everything because of the things that you actually WANT ME TO DO. you may think its for the best, but i dont. i wanna pave my future into things that i LOVE. i don't want to do things that i dislike. im gonna take the first move and reach for it. cause its not gonna happen if you stand still. if thats one thing i learn.
SO IM GONNA DO IT. you may think i don't have the talent but. i don't care. there you go.
okay sorrie for posting this you guys. i had to get this off my chest. i know this is an angry post. but i had to get this out some way. i'll post another entry soon kay? i hope those would be good events (:
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/26/2008 08:30:00 PM
@ 6/26/2008 08:30:00 PM