Friday, March 20, 2009
FREAK OUT @__@!
hey bloggies... hmmm i just came home from supper with glo, d, sheila, auntie gwen, auntie winnie and auntie eileen... me and glo headed home first. while sheila and the rest headed off to downtown's macs to satisfy sheila's cravings for fries and ice cream. LOL. d didn't come for pract today. but he managed to meet us for supper. and BOY, did he look shagged.. i swear... when i saw him i was like... OH NO. recently, ive been piling on my commitments too. now that SYF is coming up, STRESS MUCH.. but i dont look as bad as D looked today, poor guy. i hope he can cope with it. i hope I CAN. this holiday week just doesnt seem like one, its been like diploma everyday, and then, band, BAND, BAND. and i havent done my holiday homework. gosh.
i was on my way home alone today... i really do appreciate these few moments alone with myself you know. time for me to think and reflect and catch up with myself or even have a conversation silently in my head with god... yeah yeah it might seem weird to you having conversations in your head.. but dont we all sometimes? yeah so today i was thinking about how can i seem to be so happy always, but still have so many problems inside? okay maybe not really problems but worries... and how i managed not to potray any of these worried thoughts in my face. i think i need time to enjoy like something fun i like to do but i DON'T have to do it... do you get me? its like okay, i love playing my flute, but i have to play it because i have band... you know? not on my freewill... and i think i need sports, i havent played a single of my favourite games for ages! like captain's ball, volley ball, and basketball etc. I MISS SPORTS! ):
oh yeah then i thought about my sad love life too... so broing lah... nothing new happening, no one new... it never fails to make me wonder, why do i have SO MANY guy friends but no boy friend? hmmm... why do the girls who me and mel find not ready to have a boyfriend yet, manage to find boyfriends before us? LOL i know its random but i can't help wondering...
haha okay see? this is a sneak peek through my brain... and my thoughts. GOSH if i told you everything, i dont think you all can handle it.. i swear. haha so yeah thats it for now. alright!
BYL PEEPS!
hey bloggies... hmmm i just came home from supper with glo, d, sheila, auntie gwen, auntie winnie and auntie eileen... me and glo headed home first. while sheila and the rest headed off to downtown's macs to satisfy sheila's cravings for fries and ice cream. LOL. d didn't come for pract today. but he managed to meet us for supper. and BOY, did he look shagged.. i swear... when i saw him i was like... OH NO. recently, ive been piling on my commitments too. now that SYF is coming up, STRESS MUCH.. but i dont look as bad as D looked today, poor guy. i hope he can cope with it. i hope I CAN. this holiday week just doesnt seem like one, its been like diploma everyday, and then, band, BAND, BAND. and i havent done my holiday homework. gosh.
i was on my way home alone today... i really do appreciate these few moments alone with myself you know. time for me to think and reflect and catch up with myself or even have a conversation silently in my head with god... yeah yeah it might seem weird to you having conversations in your head.. but dont we all sometimes? yeah so today i was thinking about how can i seem to be so happy always, but still have so many problems inside? okay maybe not really problems but worries... and how i managed not to potray any of these worried thoughts in my face. i think i need time to enjoy like something fun i like to do but i DON'T have to do it... do you get me? its like okay, i love playing my flute, but i have to play it because i have band... you know? not on my freewill... and i think i need sports, i havent played a single of my favourite games for ages! like captain's ball, volley ball, and basketball etc. I MISS SPORTS! ):
oh yeah then i thought about my sad love life too... so broing lah... nothing new happening, no one new... it never fails to make me wonder, why do i have SO MANY guy friends but no boy friend? hmmm... why do the girls who me and mel find not ready to have a boyfriend yet, manage to find boyfriends before us? LOL i know its random but i can't help wondering...
haha okay see? this is a sneak peek through my brain... and my thoughts. GOSH if i told you everything, i dont think you all can handle it.. i swear. haha so yeah thats it for now. alright!
BYL PEEPS!
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/20/2009 11:20:00 PM
@ 3/20/2009 11:20:00 PM
QWERTY PHONE!