Tuesday, May 19, 2009
GOD, FRIENDS and FAMILY. ARE MY REMEDY.
hey bloggies... todayis the most devastating day ever... okay maybe not the MOST. but i was told in the morning that i had only 3 more days left in MI. that's freaking sad. although i might not show anything. my smiles are just facade. just a masquerade i put on to not effect anybody else with my mood. so the only way, is to just ignore everything, keep it inside, put on or wear a smile and just cheer your worries away. yes, im definately gonna miss alot of people that i've grown so very attached to. and my 3 besties. danni, may and mel... i can't bear it. i wonder what will life be not knowing them. i know they always say... 'we can meet up..' yeah but what if time doesn't allow us to and we slowly drift away? i've too many expirences of that, that i don't keep high hopes anymore. honestly, JOANNA GERMAINE HAS NEVER FELT SO LOST. i feel like a freaking letdown. why does this have to happen to me?
but then again... i've been wanting a change in environment.. yeah talk about 'be careful what you wish for'. maybe its for the best? i might not have the makings of a A'level student . but i MIGHT excel in something else.
yeah but what in the world is that something? oh yeah, back to square one.. well not so... i'm talking to glo now... and she's helping me to find out other routes that i can pave. haha THANKS GLO.. JO HEARTS YOU! (: there are a couple of possiblities. haha okay i'll update you guys on my plans soon okay? but for now, just hang on to your seats like i am doing now, cause i might just come up with something unexpected. (:
oh well no matter what, i believe that god would always be watching over me. bringing me angels like friends and family to help me with life and its obstacles. with them and god, i aint afraid of anything.
OKAY BYL PEOPLE! pray for me (:
hey bloggies... todayis the most devastating day ever... okay maybe not the MOST. but i was told in the morning that i had only 3 more days left in MI. that's freaking sad. although i might not show anything. my smiles are just facade. just a masquerade i put on to not effect anybody else with my mood. so the only way, is to just ignore everything, keep it inside, put on or wear a smile and just cheer your worries away. yes, im definately gonna miss alot of people that i've grown so very attached to. and my 3 besties. danni, may and mel... i can't bear it. i wonder what will life be not knowing them. i know they always say... 'we can meet up..' yeah but what if time doesn't allow us to and we slowly drift away? i've too many expirences of that, that i don't keep high hopes anymore. honestly, JOANNA GERMAINE HAS NEVER FELT SO LOST. i feel like a freaking letdown. why does this have to happen to me?
but then again... i've been wanting a change in environment.. yeah talk about 'be careful what you wish for'. maybe its for the best? i might not have the makings of a A'level student . but i MIGHT excel in something else.
yeah but what in the world is that something? oh yeah, back to square one.. well not so... i'm talking to glo now... and she's helping me to find out other routes that i can pave. haha THANKS GLO.. JO HEARTS YOU! (: there are a couple of possiblities. haha okay i'll update you guys on my plans soon okay? but for now, just hang on to your seats like i am doing now, cause i might just come up with something unexpected. (:
oh well no matter what, i believe that god would always be watching over me. bringing me angels like friends and family to help me with life and its obstacles. with them and god, i aint afraid of anything.
OKAY BYL PEOPLE! pray for me (:
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 5/19/2009 03:44:00 PM
@ 5/19/2009 03:44:00 PM
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