Saturday, June 20, 2009
STAND UP AND SAY IT.
hey hey bloggies... time to update my blog with another entry. today was rather boring, me and dan cancelled our day out together. sad ;( blame it on the weather... LOL anyways... so i stayed at home and watched tv with my oreo. (: i swear i will get fat if i don't work out soon LOL. (: anyways. yeah im talking to sha and lah lah now. they're talking about how i missed out on fun. yeah its been awhile since i had a alcoholic drink and gone high. yeah i know it weird to her jo missing out on parties. but hey, you can't keep a party go-er down for long. i swear im going to the next one.
haha okay aside from what i've been doing, i'll tell you what i've been reading.
and no i have not been reading books but comments on people's blog and my own blog. to tell you the truth, i don't care anymore. seriously. i don't understand why people see me as a social climber. i tell you honestly. im not a social CLIMBER. im a SOCIALITE. i mix around with my friends and i make friends very easily. and i treasure each and everyone of them. and for those people who say im touchy with guys? LOOK AROUND IN SCHOOL. do you see a sexual division? don't you see huggings going on too? or are you just blind. if you say, im touchy feely, im not the worst. (: and i don't know why i seem to create alot of commotion when im not in school. WOAH. it like exploded i swear. suddenly im hearing all these negative comments. so where were they when i was in school? scared to say it infront of me and my friends? come on. i seriously don't get it. why do people now have social status up in their brains? you think i get near to guys just because i want to climb the social ladder? NO WAY. and if you think i'm being a flirt, PLEASE. if you OPEN YOUR EYES AND LOOK AROUND when i was still in school, i have a healthy balance of both guy friends and girl friends. and i hang out with all of them cause i tend to mix my friends.
and WHO ARE YOU to say that im a bitch when you're just an outsider and haven't HUNG OUT with me? i treat my friends with sincerity and loyalty. and i value the word FRIEND.
so im going to stand up and say what i've got to say now.
i will only hate you if you did something that a friend should'nt do. and if i feel our friendship is worth saving, i'll save it. but i somehow will forgive NO MATER WHAT. i don't just throw away a friendship like that without a valid reason. i don't have social status on my mind. i just wanna make good friends. and YEAH I AGREE IM LOUD AT TIMES. but that's when im with my friends and they're my ecastacy. they make me laugh and go high. but im thankful for that. i don't care what others say about me. i ONLY CARE if you've heard me say LOVE YOU TO YOU. and don't try to ruin my reputation in MI cause I ain't in MI anymore (: so you can CLIMB ALL YOU WANT. cause there isn't away in your way.
PS. if you don't know the situation of how i got kicked out, SHUT YOUR TRAP. (:
haha okay thats all bloggies. gtg make music with lah lah and sha over skype. LOL! and do FB quizzes with danni-kins (: SAYO!!!! (:
hey hey bloggies... time to update my blog with another entry. today was rather boring, me and dan cancelled our day out together. sad ;( blame it on the weather... LOL anyways... so i stayed at home and watched tv with my oreo. (: i swear i will get fat if i don't work out soon LOL. (: anyways. yeah im talking to sha and lah lah now. they're talking about how i missed out on fun. yeah its been awhile since i had a alcoholic drink and gone high. yeah i know it weird to her jo missing out on parties. but hey, you can't keep a party go-er down for long. i swear im going to the next one.
haha okay aside from what i've been doing, i'll tell you what i've been reading.
and no i have not been reading books but comments on people's blog and my own blog. to tell you the truth, i don't care anymore. seriously. i don't understand why people see me as a social climber. i tell you honestly. im not a social CLIMBER. im a SOCIALITE. i mix around with my friends and i make friends very easily. and i treasure each and everyone of them. and for those people who say im touchy with guys? LOOK AROUND IN SCHOOL. do you see a sexual division? don't you see huggings going on too? or are you just blind. if you say, im touchy feely, im not the worst. (: and i don't know why i seem to create alot of commotion when im not in school. WOAH. it like exploded i swear. suddenly im hearing all these negative comments. so where were they when i was in school? scared to say it infront of me and my friends? come on. i seriously don't get it. why do people now have social status up in their brains? you think i get near to guys just because i want to climb the social ladder? NO WAY. and if you think i'm being a flirt, PLEASE. if you OPEN YOUR EYES AND LOOK AROUND when i was still in school, i have a healthy balance of both guy friends and girl friends. and i hang out with all of them cause i tend to mix my friends.
and WHO ARE YOU to say that im a bitch when you're just an outsider and haven't HUNG OUT with me? i treat my friends with sincerity and loyalty. and i value the word FRIEND.
so im going to stand up and say what i've got to say now.
i will only hate you if you did something that a friend should'nt do. and if i feel our friendship is worth saving, i'll save it. but i somehow will forgive NO MATER WHAT. i don't just throw away a friendship like that without a valid reason. i don't have social status on my mind. i just wanna make good friends. and YEAH I AGREE IM LOUD AT TIMES. but that's when im with my friends and they're my ecastacy. they make me laugh and go high. but im thankful for that. i don't care what others say about me. i ONLY CARE if you've heard me say LOVE YOU TO YOU. and don't try to ruin my reputation in MI cause I ain't in MI anymore (: so you can CLIMB ALL YOU WANT. cause there isn't away in your way.
PS. if you don't know the situation of how i got kicked out, SHUT YOUR TRAP. (:
haha okay thats all bloggies. gtg make music with lah lah and sha over skype. LOL! and do FB quizzes with danni-kins (: SAYO!!!! (:
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/20/2009 11:08:00 PM
@ 6/20/2009 11:08:00 PM
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