Wednesday, July 1, 2009
I NEED A COMPASS.
hey bloggies! im back with another entry... this might sound morbid and stuff and sorry if you had to read this post if you're having a happy day, but i gotta write what i gotta write. even if haters wanna arrow me with their words.
honestly, i miss school... i would rather go to school than to stay at home. im not scared of any drama i might face if i return. school was my joy. joy in a sense of belonging with my friends. comfort, when things go wrong at home. Now its harder to meet up with them. harder to find joy. or happiness. i told you before, i think im losing my flair in life. i just don't have a direction to walk towards and everything is hazy. somehow i feel nothing is secure in my life. i sudden lost my focus on my future. its weird not having school around. i need something to keep me on track. on track with my life, and satisfied for myself that at least im still keeping something secured. i think im losing self assurance, cause i haven't achieved anything significant so far. and i can't help to be feel useless. i wanna do something. i wanna change my life now but i havent found the perfect opportunity to do so. maybe my opportunity would not appear here. but somewhere out of singapore? i don't know. i need to revamp my life. i need something to do fast. not to stay at home and idle. if you know me i don't do well with staying put.
okay i gtg now. so i pray that god would rpovide me guidance in life cause im kinda lost. pray for me guys.
BYL! (:
hey bloggies! im back with another entry... this might sound morbid and stuff and sorry if you had to read this post if you're having a happy day, but i gotta write what i gotta write. even if haters wanna arrow me with their words.
honestly, i miss school... i would rather go to school than to stay at home. im not scared of any drama i might face if i return. school was my joy. joy in a sense of belonging with my friends. comfort, when things go wrong at home. Now its harder to meet up with them. harder to find joy. or happiness. i told you before, i think im losing my flair in life. i just don't have a direction to walk towards and everything is hazy. somehow i feel nothing is secure in my life. i sudden lost my focus on my future. its weird not having school around. i need something to keep me on track. on track with my life, and satisfied for myself that at least im still keeping something secured. i think im losing self assurance, cause i haven't achieved anything significant so far. and i can't help to be feel useless. i wanna do something. i wanna change my life now but i havent found the perfect opportunity to do so. maybe my opportunity would not appear here. but somewhere out of singapore? i don't know. i need to revamp my life. i need something to do fast. not to stay at home and idle. if you know me i don't do well with staying put.
okay i gtg now. so i pray that god would rpovide me guidance in life cause im kinda lost. pray for me guys.
BYL! (:
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 7/01/2009 03:13:00 PM
@ 7/01/2009 03:13:00 PM
QWERTY PHONE!