Wednesday, July 15, 2009
MONOPHOBIA! YIKES!
bloggies! i just got back from my job interview at Ehub. and now, i've got a job! working in an awfully new environment alone can be super stressful. its damn weird not having familiar faces around you. its damn weird having to go at it ALONE. to tell you the truth, im scared actually. if there's a word for the fear of being alone. ooh there is. i just found it.. MONOPHOBIA.
I THINK IM SUFFERING FROM A MILD CASE OF MONOPHOBIA!
gosh. i didn't know there's something like that. i guess everyone's afraid of something. and some people arent. like how my mom hates snakes, earthworms and anything that has no legs or millions of legs whereas i find them interesting. and how i hate ALL TYPES OF INSECTS and LIZARDS and WEIRD LOOKING BIRDS, my mum is comfortable arond them. EW. anyways what im trying to say is that, we can't possibly let these fears we have be an obstacle in our lives. we have to find a way to get through or around them and continue walking this rocky road called LIFE. so thats what im gonna do. i've been complaining about how i want to find a job, i can't let this stop me now. i guess this is one disadvantage of being used to having your friends around you all the time. someone will be there to catch you when you fall, encourage you when you need it. coax you into doing stupid things.
now i stand alone facing new people. new routines. new rules. i just hope i make friends there. it ain't nice being alone.
okay ima gonna go try remix and come up with a new dance track for december. so many things to do so little, i still need to cook up some dance steps too and present them to some dance instructors there. haha its gonna be fun but hard to do at the same time. BUT my love for music with pull me through it. (:
okay BYL guys! (:
bloggies! i just got back from my job interview at Ehub. and now, i've got a job! working in an awfully new environment alone can be super stressful. its damn weird not having familiar faces around you. its damn weird having to go at it ALONE. to tell you the truth, im scared actually. if there's a word for the fear of being alone. ooh there is. i just found it.. MONOPHOBIA.
I THINK IM SUFFERING FROM A MILD CASE OF MONOPHOBIA!
gosh. i didn't know there's something like that. i guess everyone's afraid of something. and some people arent. like how my mom hates snakes, earthworms and anything that has no legs or millions of legs whereas i find them interesting. and how i hate ALL TYPES OF INSECTS and LIZARDS and WEIRD LOOKING BIRDS, my mum is comfortable arond them. EW. anyways what im trying to say is that, we can't possibly let these fears we have be an obstacle in our lives. we have to find a way to get through or around them and continue walking this rocky road called LIFE. so thats what im gonna do. i've been complaining about how i want to find a job, i can't let this stop me now. i guess this is one disadvantage of being used to having your friends around you all the time. someone will be there to catch you when you fall, encourage you when you need it. coax you into doing stupid things.
now i stand alone facing new people. new routines. new rules. i just hope i make friends there. it ain't nice being alone.
okay ima gonna go try remix and come up with a new dance track for december. so many things to do so little, i still need to cook up some dance steps too and present them to some dance instructors there. haha its gonna be fun but hard to do at the same time. BUT my love for music with pull me through it. (:
okay BYL guys! (:
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 7/15/2009 03:05:00 PM
@ 7/15/2009 03:05:00 PM
QWERTY PHONE!