Friday, July 17, 2009
TIME TO PUT IN CHANGE.
hey bloggies so did you find out what that 'something i was talking about' was? yeah isn't it true? well most of you got it right (: okay so today was nothing exciting. i just stayed at home and continued studying my INFOCOMM things for the retest that i was supposed to have sat for on wed.
anyways, i woke up at an ungodly hour of 4am. i don't know why. maybe cause some one in my house was still awake? anyways i couldn't manage to get back to sleep for 2 hours. and within that 2 hours of insomnia, alot of things were rushing through my head.
from my retest, to my first day of work, to MI, to my friends and not forgetting HIM.
i tossed and turned but i couldn't seem to let all those things go. i wondered about my future and where i'll be. now that dad was asked to head overseas to india to manage the thai express branch there for 3 weeks. if he accepts this there could be other possible opportunities for travellingto other countries for business, and who knows? it could be a family affair. and i might have to study abroad, not saying that it would be a bad idea, but why not? then again, its hard to let go of this place where memories have been built for a solid 18 years and probably counting.
im trying hard not to think about alot of things in the future and not worry so much. but if everythings insecure right now, wouldn't a little hopeful dream be good? just to keep you going?
nowadays when im not studying, i'll be writing songs. writing songs about loads of things frequently on my mind. its just the way that i express my feelings. through my music and lyrics. most of the time it'll be about that SOMETHING in my last entry. how hard it is to be in and out of it. i just hope i don't get jaded. its like no matter how hard i try, it'll just turn out to be NADA in the end. im getting tired of it. tired of the chase. and when i don't chase, i'll get the wrong ones. ARGH. whatever. when it comes, it comes. i'll just have to wait patiently i guess.
awhile ago i was taking a break and reading my past teenage magazine. there was a question. where do you see yourself in ten years time? hmmm interesting question. one that im not sure of. when i was younger, i had visions and hopes of growing up to be a performer on a big stage performing to MILLIONS. or a professional chef in one of the finest hotels in singpore or overseas. somebody in the media industry film director or producer?. or even a teacher. now my journey has hit some bumps on the way, steering me off the road and into a hazy place.
but after all that bumps im determined now to drive back onto the road.
and say: 'GUESS WHO'S BACK~!"
in all AWESOMENESS(:
time to find the road JO, and get of of the hazy place before you crash and burn cause you can't see. there are certainly gonna be more bumps in the future.
but hey, what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger right?
okay thats all for now(: BYL!
hey bloggies so did you find out what that 'something i was talking about' was? yeah isn't it true? well most of you got it right (: okay so today was nothing exciting. i just stayed at home and continued studying my INFOCOMM things for the retest that i was supposed to have sat for on wed.
anyways, i woke up at an ungodly hour of 4am. i don't know why. maybe cause some one in my house was still awake? anyways i couldn't manage to get back to sleep for 2 hours. and within that 2 hours of insomnia, alot of things were rushing through my head.
from my retest, to my first day of work, to MI, to my friends and not forgetting HIM.
i tossed and turned but i couldn't seem to let all those things go. i wondered about my future and where i'll be. now that dad was asked to head overseas to india to manage the thai express branch there for 3 weeks. if he accepts this there could be other possible opportunities for travellingto other countries for business, and who knows? it could be a family affair. and i might have to study abroad, not saying that it would be a bad idea, but why not? then again, its hard to let go of this place where memories have been built for a solid 18 years and probably counting.
im trying hard not to think about alot of things in the future and not worry so much. but if everythings insecure right now, wouldn't a little hopeful dream be good? just to keep you going?
nowadays when im not studying, i'll be writing songs. writing songs about loads of things frequently on my mind. its just the way that i express my feelings. through my music and lyrics. most of the time it'll be about that SOMETHING in my last entry. how hard it is to be in and out of it. i just hope i don't get jaded. its like no matter how hard i try, it'll just turn out to be NADA in the end. im getting tired of it. tired of the chase. and when i don't chase, i'll get the wrong ones. ARGH. whatever. when it comes, it comes. i'll just have to wait patiently i guess.
awhile ago i was taking a break and reading my past teenage magazine. there was a question. where do you see yourself in ten years time? hmmm interesting question. one that im not sure of. when i was younger, i had visions and hopes of growing up to be a performer on a big stage performing to MILLIONS. or a professional chef in one of the finest hotels in singpore or overseas. somebody in the media industry film director or producer?. or even a teacher. now my journey has hit some bumps on the way, steering me off the road and into a hazy place.
but after all that bumps im determined now to drive back onto the road.
and say: 'GUESS WHO'S BACK~!"
in all AWESOMENESS(:
time to find the road JO, and get of of the hazy place before you crash and burn cause you can't see. there are certainly gonna be more bumps in the future.
but hey, what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger right?
okay thats all for now(: BYL!
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 7/17/2009 05:52:00 PM
@ 7/17/2009 05:52:00 PM
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